BrokenBrownBelle: “The other side of my infertility” Part 4
Apologies for the delay, but even a year later, this post seems to be RIGHT on time.
The final installment of BrokenBrownBelle’s journey to her daughter, Buttercup.
infertility
Hiding in Plain Sight
What have I been up to? Where have I been? Catching up with The Broken Brown Egg.
So Darn Funny, I Forgot to Cry
No matter where this road is headed at this point, be it a massive fundraising campaign to raise adoption/IVF funds, or even the decision that our two-person home is quite enough, I have to be willing to look at the map.
And so do you.
You’re stronger than the sedative you may want to place on your dreams.
The King and I
Many times I’ve gotten private messages from those who wonder if I personally have a spiritual take on my own situation. They ask me if I have a relationship with God. I do. A discussion on faith, and the results of my hysteroscopy.
Stop the Ride, I Wanna Get Off.
Let me hip you to something I’ve been keeping silent for a while out of embarrassment, frustration, and a self-destructive need to make sure no one sees the kinks in my armor: I’m tired as hell.
Sh*t Just Got Real
You know how you visit a casino already knowing that the house always wins, but get pissed anyway when you lose? Yeah, that just happened. Finally, an actual infertility diagnosis.